Last month two friends
broke trust. One offered to do something vital, didn't and didn’t tell me. Another shared private information
about me with a stranger. I don’t know which felt worse. I do know it’s a sign to re-learn lessons. Remember when you felt betrayed?
"Trust is the glue that holds relationships together." ~ Price Pritchett
Recall that hot flush of recognition when you first realized that someone you knew would act one way and didn't?
What to do? How not to become bitter or wary? Funny how one betrayal is closely followed by another wrenching experience -- or so it seems. Even if one's life is on a fairly even keel, one trust-breaker situation makes the second one hit harder- if we let it.
"Sometimes you
cannot believe what you see; you have to believe what you feel. And if you are
ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust
them, too -- even when you're in the dark. Even when you are falling." ~ Morrie
Schwartz, quoted in Tuesdays With Morrie by Mitch Albom.
My first reaction was to re-run the wrenching situation in my mind, over and over, digging a deeper rut in my memory. Dumb, right? Those scenes dominated my thoughts more than the recent, joyful times.
Consequently I viewed others through a cautious, constricted-heart lens. That begets a self-fulfilling prophecy. People feel put off.
"No idea will work if people don't trust your intentions toward them." ~ Marcus Buckingham, Now, Discover Your Strengths
We’ve all faced mind-grabbing breaks of trust, and will again. Conversely, we have betrayed another's trust and dodged rather than rectified the situation.
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough." ~ Frank H. Crane
For more than a decade, I've studied, taught, and written about focusing attention on the positive parts of every interaction. Yet, like breathing, it isn't a one-time practice.
"Character is what you really are. Reputation is what people say you are. A person of character is trustworthy. The other kind looks for an easy way out." ~ John Wooden
Getting back to equilibrium means letting go of a better past. Every negative action comes from the root feeling of fear.
“Trust is the heartbeat of every significant relationship" ~ Cynthia L. Wall and Sue Patton Thoel
That does not mean we have to stand in the street and let the same car hit us again.
The next time you lose trust, try taking these steps forward towards equanimity for yourself:
1. Let the full emotional effect of the betrayal sink in and don’t re-run the scene more than three times.
2. Step into the other person’s shoes to
see the interaction their way. Is this a pattern in his behavior towards
you or is it an anomaly?
3. Look to the part of that person's potentially positive intent,
especially when he appeared to have none in that situation. You will see the
whole picture more clearly and calmly.
4.
Praise the part of that person’s behavior you want to reinforce and to flourish.
(Ironically, this is one of your most self-protective tools in such moments.)
5.
Ask her for a time to talk. Then, in
factual, non-blaming language, describe the specific behavior that bothered you.
Next describe your feelings. Then wait for a response.
6.
Listen closely and with an open heart and mind to the answer. If your picture of her actions was
accurate, and if she is solely defensive –without offering a change in
behavior, then you have learned a lot.
7. If someone breaks trust with you twice it is highly likely there’ll
be a third time so why place yourself in that position?
My
friend, Paul Geffner says we gather many friends and acquaintances over our
lifetime. The key to living well with them is to recognize the right distance
in which to hold them. Those you enjoy
and trust you bring closer.
Asking
someone to change behavior after you have described its ill effects on you,
will seldom lead to positive change. More likely it will engender defensiveness
and avoidance. Unfortunately, the
relative power in the situation (who needs whom the most) will determine how
you two communicate in the future. But it doesn’t have to determine the safe
distance you choose to have with that person.
8. Choose your distance. You always have three choices in any
situation: Change how you act towards that person, accept her behavior or leave
(avoid future contact.)
"No idea will work if people don't trust your intentions toward them." ~ Marcus Buckingham, Now, Discover Your Strengths
The lesson: Sooner, rather than later, take these steps. Choose what you can do positively for yourself rather than against another. The more quickly you'll climb out of that negative "re-run" rut of thoughts and toward the positive part of that person, the more likely you’ll return to an even keel – and the more likely you’ll be able to preserve a properly distanced relationship.
